Defeat of Anger & Fear

I have not experienced any anger that I can remember since my deliverance... and it has been tested! I realized it when my sons dispersed about 5 pounds of rice all over our school room at the absolute worst time possible. Not only did I not blow my top, but I stayed calm & sweet, and did not feel an ounce of anger! One of my boys jumped right in to help, continually asking, "How can I help you, Mommy?"

My daughter, who has been sick, had 3 fantastic days of awsome energy & no pain this week, but last night she really crashed. She had a series of the worst headaches ever until she finally fell asleep. Then she didn't sleep well, and kept waking me up because the tiniest noises were waking her up. Even in the wee hours of the night, I have not experienced even a tiny bit of fear, worry, anxiety. NOTHING! I haven't even become pensive.

Both of these things are HUGE for me!